how long does it take to take effect? major depression is still here. i cant stand this anymore. i just want to cut so much. i have to go to the hospital but i regret calling them. i dont want to be stuck up there.
One thing you can do is take everything you use to cut yourself with, put it in a bag and give it to someone until you can stop. I use to do some things to hurt myself because I thought I was a… read more
i have BPD and dependency disorder and depression with panic attacks and recently been diagnosed with agoraphobia,and am in the middle of making a claim for ESA (employment support allowance) as i struggle to go out alone,and when i have tried to work i get very anxious and cant do it,i struggle after 2 or 3 days and have to stay in my bedroom a few days as i feel so depressed and unworthy,with heart racing and sweating,crying or total cut off to my family,I cant seem to bring myself out of it.I… read more
Defiantly apply to disability
So it has not been an easy time lately for me, I know a lot of people have a hard time around the holidays. Almost three weeks ago I self harmed for the first time in months. Im on my 'cycle' ugh, I think that has a lot to do with it because Ive binged on food like I havent in years the past two days and Im feeling a lot of shame about that. I was in control of it before this started. I bought vodka and hennessy and I dont want to get drunk just feel better for a while. I want to self harm but… read more
Maybe you need some natural hormone therapy to help with your cycle. I did for some time, till I got regular again. Don't use the artificial hormone therapy..... if possible.
Or in general?
I ask as I sometimes don't know how to deal with all the negative energy that get thrown at me on a daily basis.
My mom (from her own ptsd experience) can be very mean and negative even nasty negative. My dad and I keep loving her because we can see the GOOD BRILLIANT person she is but it's hard to take for long… read more
I came to terms with taking medication to help me with my depression an anxiety a long time ago and accepted it. I've also always been very open with people about these things and I'm always happy to answer questions from friends, family and colleagues. The other day a colleague of mine asked me "you're not really you if you take that kind of medication though, right? Ever thought about just not taking them?"
I'd had people tell me that they wouldn't want to be on antidepressants or anything… read more
I don't know bout this god thing
I am alone most of the time
I haven't talk to my dad since 2012 which was the last time he hit me. I don't know if I want him in my life especially when I have kids.
I never talked to my mother about how she treated me as a child or as a grown-up. When she was in her last days she actually said thank-you to me I was in shock. But I did learn how not to be a… read more
Why does it seem like everyone I know who has depressive disorders almost all was sexually molested and later on in life follows substance abuse? Honestly really? It’s like we’re dealt a bad hand before we are even born.
Same here. You said Good delivered you from your addiction. I believe God or an angel saved my life many times. I woke up when I should never have.
What things trigger and make your depression worse?
My trigger is music. Random songs can make me feel so emotional.