There will be many times I will start to color cause I feel a little down or just want to color and I end up having my ptsd triggered cause I from time to time can still hear my moms voice teasing me about it.. Or when I go for a walk cause I was feeling depressed and find I want to dash into traffic?
Does anyone else question needing psych meds for life and have an inner battle with having to take them long term? Or have you accepted needing them for life?
It seems that there are days when I'm doing great. Then out of nowhere something will trigger me and I'll fall into this pattern of self doubt and loathing and push my finace away. I hate seeing what it does to her.. how can I stop the feeling in their tracks?
Weeks ago, I couldn't stop crying. Now it feels like I have hardly any tears to cry anymore. Nothing seems to matter like it used to, I don't feel the love that I used to feel for my family and my boyfriend. I don't even care if he messages me or not, whereas it used to really bother me a lot where I would have really bad anxiety attacks or panic attacks when I wouldn't hear from him in hours. I almost feel like I am a zombie just going through the motions… read more
Feel like im always going in the same circle, i amlways manage to push my boyfriend with delression away, he thinks hes not good enough and leaves me, i love him more then anything else in the world and i dont know what to do, its been 3 days since he has spoken to me, im blocked off everything except email.. my anxiety and abandonment issues really get the best of me when he leaves me
I live in Beaver Dam WI and am looking to get together with people for conversation and support. It helps. Anyone interested?
Could it be I have cried for so long that I have no tears left? Or is it that I can no longer feel?
Can anyone help me understand what the withdrawal side effects might be if stopping Cymbalta? I have been taking 60mg per day for over one year.