I quit talking to a neighbor/friend after 20 years of insults. I blocked her 18 months ago. She also says she didn't know what she did. 3 neighbors have nothing to do with her. I'm not saying that is… read more
Just trying to figure out new things to help me with my thoughts
If you were having any suicidal thoughts at all, you need to contact your psychiatrist immediately
go to your doctor and ask for a medication reevaluation
Every joint, muscle, and tendon hurts. feels like I'm bruised all over. My neck my back my elbows wrists fingers hips knees even my toes ache. Is something else going on perhaps?
I know this feeling. I add stroke recovery and denial of physical therapy from my insurance and many but not most are like this
I don't have no Regrets, especially when it comes to my Mental Health (Illness), me doing Self Harming (Cutting), because for me it was a CRY 😭😭😭 for HELP & ATTENTION & know later down the line that I needed Help. @ times yes I wanted to Die because I think 🤔💭 (thought 🤔💭) anybody or anyone cared for me, especially my Family & I always thought I wasn't worth Living, but I'm Thankful I pulled through, so that I can be a help to someone else ☺️
Ya not good if ya wanta live
I’ve been there it’s a bad rabbit hole.
Peace be with you 🥰
Hoping to hear from others with similar experiences. My mother used to hit me as a baby and toddler whenever I cried. I learned to stop crying and freeze. There was other stuff too. Decades later, I still only feel truly safe with animals, not people. So the trauma came before the depression.
Do you separate your PTSD symptoms from depression or is it all one big challenge? How do you deal with trust issues? Any success stories?
Hi
I am sorry you are living with such trauma
I had a different type of trauma as a child. Before my mom passed recently she and I talked about my memories.I also have been able to talk a little… read more
I had something happen the other day that embarrassed me and then made me angry. I used to burn. The inside of my left arm is a mass of scars. There are also some cut scars on each arm. There’s no way to cover them. Long sleeves when it’s 90+ out are not an option. I’ve never had anyone ask me to my face what was on my arm. The other day while sitting with other people this woman asked what was on my arm!!!!! I quickly hid it and mumbled a non answer. Now I’m furious. Has anyone else… read more
My daughter has very serious, keloid scarring, where she has self harmed herself. As a mother, to see them, promotes the most saddest feelings, I can feel. Out of curiosity, I asked her if she would… read more
I have been on the heating pad, having hot coffee, and reading.
Tracy, could you keep grapes or cookies on the table and just down one every time you pass the table? If doesn't have to be a whole meal to sustain you. 💝
When they say they've tried 12 times and they aren't much older than that in years it's just weird. Don't get me wrong, suicide is awful and tragic but some people trivialize it by saying things like that. I'm sorry if I offended anyone in advance because I know I have.
Very few people actually want to die. They just cannot continue living the way they have. I guess they see no other alternatives. There are alternatives, though. I have often thought about the therapy… read more
New mental help counselor made error. They don't accept my insurance and feeling hopeless 😪 I have a party to attend tonight and feel like I'm falling apart!
There are alternate choices, like going to bed or medicating yourself. I personally take it as a part of life. And I leave it at that.