I wouldn't care if I had someone here who didn't really love me, she could abuse me and spit on me as long as I wasn't alone anymore .

Met with our financial advisor today and discussed retiring soon if financially feasible. So some homework to do on that. But this evening my wife asks me, 'what hobby are you going to do if you retire?' If I'm not working I spend time reading. Not much of a traveler. I've been working since I was 15. No clue what I would do.

Did you stay home alone? Did you enjoy that? Did you go out? Did you enjoy that? Did you call someone? Did someone call you? Did you volunteer?

i've been on here for a little while trying to find help and recently ive been moving between psychologists but i've just been like this since about i was 8 and when i was diagnosed officially in july ive trying to get better but it doesn't help and before i was diagnosed i knew something was wrong i honestly hated honestly being alive and alls i did when i would be at school is hide in the library listening to music and just reading but when i wasn't there i hold myself up in my room and rarely… read more

I've been thinking that much of depression, for me, is due to a lack of meaning in my life. I haven't worked in 5 1/2 years. I used to be a health professionals and helped people with pain and injury. my boys are teens and no longer need me the way they used to. My father is in a ling term care facility and also doesn't need me the way he once did. I feel I need to give back to society to have purpose in life.i want to volunteer in the community but I'm concerned about committing when my… read more

I'm 6 months into not working full-time after 37 years of working without a break. I am currently being told that I can't work and luckily I got accepted for SSDI last month. I am supposed to be recovering and taking care of myself. I was hospitalized for depression less than three months ago. I am also a cardiac patient.

I used to love Thanksgiving and Christmas so much! Now that I'm alone, those days just hurt 😔. I am trying so hard to move on and move forward but it is hard. I will be praying for you 🙏

Seeing how others deal with there problems when they pop up. How they would handle it to feel there safe again be clam again.