I got baptized on December 31, 2005. And since October 2022, I haven't felt like much of a JW.
I think it helps to watch the videos on you tube on Jehova Witness. When you finally realize that you have been part of a cult, not a religion, leaving will be easier.
Thanks Tracy
Ì hate to say this, Goggle is a rich resource. Putting into google your exact questions will help.
I had experience leaving UPC, United Pentacostal Churcch. The difference ìs no one visited me, JW will visit ÿou. Try to ɓe steadfast. Knowing your choice is first. I hope things go well.
Thank you
Praying for your journey. Certainly if you feel the call to leave, follow your instincts. God will guide you to the place you belong.