Although I have a large family I'm not involved in their life. I always felt like I didn't fit with the family. I'm close to my mom and I talk to my dad. I'm close with my son but he's busy with his family my grand babies. My circle is very small. It usually my mom and I who talk everyday.

not sure I just don't see myself I guess how he sees me .Maybe I should after all I've been through .

Hi, you need to build your confidence up and get self esteem to build your strength up so you can talk reasonable to your family and friends. Hugs

They say one man's trash is another man's treasure..they might think you are trash but you are OUR BEAUTIFUL TREASURE don't 4 get it. Hold ur head high because God doesn't make trash.

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