I really don’t know how to ask this. Or even say this. After almost a year out of a domestic violence life for 13 months,I’m still in bad shape! Idk know myself. Meds they have me on don’t help. Then also I struggle with not wanting meds because I don’t want to have to depend on a chemical to make me happy! I miss happiness,joy. Laughter. 88% of the time I wish he would have killed me instead of leaving me like I am... dead inside! I recently started back to church.. even I feel like that don’t… read more
Does anyone else really really hate seeing themselves? I hate seeing my own reflection. I cringe if I see myself in the background of other peoples snap chats or pictures in general. I've never taken a selfie and will typically only even take pictures with someone else if I have been drinking.
I have always been quick and glad to forgive. Well this time I am having trouble forgetting. As a lot of you know I had sever depression with psychosis ideations. I quit my job that I had waited to do all my life to stay home and take care of my grandchildren that came to live with me and my husband. A short time after the youngest left I got really sick and said a lot of things about my husband to different people. The girls were really mean and hateful, said they thought I was just… read more
My brother is in jail. Not for drugs but for what he has done while on drugs. He is facing prison time. We find out on Wednesday.
Anyways, he is addicted to Meth. He has been is jail since March 18. So, I am sure he has been clean since then.
If he doesn't go to prison and gets out of jail soon we are afraid that he will go right back to using.
I need to know why can't he stay clean? What's it going to take? Why are some successful and get clean? What's rock bottom.. I would… read more
All aspects.. starting a new one, substaining one, telling them about your mental illness etc.. Explain to me in detail please. I really would like to try to be in one but since my divorce. I haven’t been successful.. I see other people go from relationship to relationship. That’s fine, I am sure there looking for the same thing I am. I just don’t have what it takes to go through let down after let down.. maybe, they have no regrets. Do you think relationships… read more
I have noticed that I have been taking multiple naps throughout the day, just to get through it. When I wake up in the morning all I think about is sleeping. I'm looking for some inspiration of what I could do to help with my boredom. My boredom makes me feel even more depressed which is why I think I have been sleeping so much.
Thank you in advance
Hi I've been on different antidepressants for years and am currently on cymbalta/duloxetine. All of them have caused me to put on weight, which causes more depression and not liking myself. I was slim and active before I started these medications. Now I feel too tired to exercise, whereas I used to be active. I've just started a new diet but find the drugs cause carb cravings and increased appetite. How do people deal with this problem? I feel in despair about it as when I come off… read more
I've recently starting looking into the reason why i do this.
After watching a certain program i try and change the way i am to reflect how 2 certain characters act and looks.
This character had PTSD and axiety, Ive got BPD, anxiety and depression. I hate the way i look and act, i go to the gym to try change my body but still hate it, i try change my hair and change the way i walk, speak and i just want to be… read more
I've been praying for years to build my self-esteem. I continue now to pray. Our physical and mental pain feeds off each other. It doesn't make the pain we have any better. Somethings from the past needs to be brought into the future like, respect of each other. Among other things. Being seen and spoken to. We need to learn or try to learn what the patient needs either mental and physical. I've felt the pain from health care members and others. I am frustrated , big time