Prayers for you guys πππΉ
I'm in that cycle now, quit all my meds a few weeks ago and now on day 4 of a new med, (like the old med, just a new name). I'm having side effects plus still miserable from depression and the withdrawal symptoms probably a factor also. So I do this dance til I self-sabotage again. I don't know how to break the cycle.
I understand im dealing with same thing there gotta be something that can be done maybe talk to your doctor on why you might be doing that its a horrible cycle I understand though we got this we will figure it out
If you look at your mind telling you to quit, what is the reason