At times i feel alone and empty i hate feeling like that
Oh I forgot, I rescued a puppy, so I have to go out, and walk him, and people talk to you, and you meeting their doggys, and it helps, hes always here, he has certainly brightened my life.
I feel like that some times I do have a cat and I try to distract doing something to occupy my mind it hard my worst day is Sunday
Go to see a psychiatrist or a psychologist or a counselor good luck
flashbacks of? post traumatic stress distorder maybe? Talk to counsellor, dont leave it so long, like I have, in that im isolated myself away from everyone, but sometimes that does have its advantages, you dont have to listen to other peoples crap. lol lol