Hard to describe this but I mean like does anyone feel numb at times but just carries on with daily life. Like as if you don't want to do anything. You feel nothing but no point explaining to anyone knowing they won't understand as they haven't been through depression and that?
I often feel like this sometimes l can't even cry l feel totally cut off from reality and l am just exsisting and nothing brings me joy just lay in bed where l feel safe.
I feel this way everyday too.I asked my counselor what is wrong with me.She told me its fear that i may fall apart if i show emotions as i have buried them to stay strong.However i have melt downs eventually.
I feel this way most mornings. I just want to sleep and put everything off until the next day. I am so sick of fighting through each day. The only thing that brings me joy is seeing my grand daughter. Her smile warms my heart. This happens to me every month when I get my period. Hopefully my psychiatrist will have a answer for this tomorrow.