I often feel like this sometimes l can't even cry l feel totally cut off from reality and l am just exsisting and nothing brings me joy just lay in bed where l feel safe.

A laid-back moment yo friends! . . Lettin' my feet just hang out and breathe! . . Cool Cat. .

I just feel void

I feel this way everyday too.I asked my counselor what is wrong with me.She told me its fear that i may fall apart if i show emotions as i have buried them to stay strong.However i have melt downs eventually.