There are certain groups or artists I listen to when things are in a rough patch. Evanescence is one of them, any lee I know personally we used to play vampires of the masquerade ( a larp) in which vampires pretending to be human pretending to be vampires it’s put out by white wolf we did this for over ten years there were like fifty to seventy regulars was like a small family for that long, anyway I find some of her songs evenly match my mental state