That is a tough situation when you feel like those around you aren't listening or care. They don't seem to know what to do or how to act around you so they just distance themselves which makes you feel empty and alone. When that happens reach out on here and find someone who understands you and gets where you come from, that takes bravery and you are in the right place to find help and support

What are you studying in school?

I think that the school work will help you stay centered. But sometimes we need the correct medication along with talk therapy. You can do it Rebecca. Don't be a quitter. Be a winner my friend. 😃

My mind is all over the place and I just don't know to do . I still want to end it all but I'm going back to school at the same time

Please don't give up. Many people need you including us. Before you self harm reach out for comfort and support and understanding. We all have been where you are.