My husband on june 1st hung him self and I fell so bad that he did that .I was in the hospital trying to fix my self we he did it . This is so hard for me to leave with this I hurt my heart hurts I'm on depression pills,anxiety pills ,blood pressure meds, and now oxgen and I still crying and fell like doing somthing to my self to be with my husband because it's so head for me to live with this. Mom is there she helps alot . But I miss my husband so so much,its tearing me up . I tried but… read more
I feel terrible for you. As time goes by, it stands to reason the pain will lessen. Please try to hang on
You are still in the very early stages of grief and it's an emotional rollercoaster and can have a big impact on your health. You will get through it but it takes time. I found an awful lot of comfort in reading spiritual books they really helped me make sense of everything. Take care x
im ok no im not im still crying for my husband after 2yrs it still hurtd me so much i cant even have a relationship or even talk to men in real life because im so so scared im going to be hurt again, and right now i would not be able to handle it , To tell everyone the truth im really so so tired of being alone
Well I still cry at night
How are you now?