I tell myself that that is not an option; and I promised the cat I wouldn't do that to him...

Well , i think about it alot, but i be thinkn if i did it who would tend to my kids.

I use my coping skills to distract those thoughts.

I thank my mental illnesses that are comprised of evil people and things that want to hurt me. I tell them I know you are just doing my bidding and I appreciate that you do it so well, but the time has come to stop and I don't want you to hurt me anymore.

I have none of my own. But my 4 nephews and my niece keep me trying to keep on