i am 20 i have been depressed for as long as i can remember to give you an idea i was suicidal in first grade diagnosed as depressed in middle school and to be honest i just thought that what i felt was normal thats why i wasnt diagnosed until middle school when i got caught cutting myself after the third time i was caught my therapist did an assessment and said i was borderline depressed which was then changed to major depression but the thing is depression is normal for me happiness is not im… read more