I wish God loved me and would comfort me.

I completely understand that feeling. You're so numb to what is going on around you and feel empty inside. That's the dark side of depression, it takes everything that you used to hope for and crushes it. But you have an inner strength that can rise above it, you've made it through the other days and can make it through this one I have no doubt! You are making huge steps by finding a support like this place and that is something to be proud of.

What would love or comfort from God look like to you?

Sorry to hear that

I feel that a lot.