I get that. Sleep is my way of escaping from the world and all of my dark places. I don’t think about them when asleep.

I dont have the answer. Just wanted you to know your not alone. I have been dealing with this depression for 10 years. Its so bad

I completely understand that as well. Same story different day. Sorry, not much help either.

Me too. I just look at the mess and then go back to bed. Sorry I can't help.

Sure sounds like depression. Sometimes we have to force ourselves to do things until it becomes a habit. Good luck!