Oh, Irina, you speak for so many of us. Please know how valuable your experiences are in validating ours as well. Come talk with us. Have coffee in the morning, and let us know how your day is going good or bad.

I have found family of the heart here when my own family is so preoccupied with their own lives. And this family of friends is honest but non judgemental. How rare is that?

I must start dinner now, but I'll be back... for my own peace of mind. 🤗

I don't think mental hospital can save people in two weeks maximum. It takes a longer time.Private rehabs should be good and helpful but most people cannot afford it.That is big problem for such rich and important country as United States of America.

It's strange how differently individuals experience hospitalization. Some say it saved their life, some say it nearly killed them.

Irena you definitely are not alone with your fears! It's a frightening position to be in. It may be of no consolation, but I feel your pain!

I really appreciate your support.I'm just tired and scared.