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I have fears of being rejected, abandoned, that no one will accept me, that nothing I do is ever good enough, that my intentions will be misinterpreted, that I'm awkward, that I talk yo much. In my mind it always come true. I feel like everyone is going to hurt or destroy me. I fear people. I dislike people the minute I get close to them unless we have something in common. I've had to isolate from people bc of my fears. I prefer to be alone and then that is agonizing. But yet if I'm around people I get overwhelmed. I'm so messed up. Please someone help me. 😢 if only I knew how to handle this. I take no meds and I know I should. Maybe.
I'm mostly afraid of being abandoned. Because that's almost all that has happened to me my entire life. That fear is so great that it makes me act like a person that I don't like very much.
I Have a son with schizophrenia Every day I am afraid and scared that someone might hurt him because he behaves differently from his peers that are his same age he is always in his own little world. He doesn’t bother anyone but the world we live in can be harsh and cruel; To those that are Eccentric or (Different). I pray God keeps him safe when He goes to the stores in our neighborhood. Anxiety sometimes overwhelms me and I start looking out the windows or I might even go outside looking for him if he takes to long. I ask God to remove this worry from my heart and give me a sense of peace. #Love myFamily#❤️
I have to say yes I have been afraid most of my life due to fears that I have that I have had since I was a little kid. Fears of spiders, snakes are just a couple of the things I have been afraid of since i was a child. Now as an adult I have gained a few more fears; and some of those things I'm afraid of are tall buildings, getting traped in a fire being in confined spaces. I'm afraid of getting a non cureable disease and dying from it.