In the month of May, I was in the same situation and facing the same circumstances. I reached out unto my uncle, a friend, and even chat lines. They told me to give it some time and feel it out. I I departed from the apartment because it was making my mental health go downhill and was no room for growth or a better life. I didn't even wish to attend counseling...I was ashamed and very angry. I am now at my friend's home, and this isn't going to last. For a wide variety of reasons. However, I am still reaching out and going to counseling and looking at different avenues to better my life. I myself, am preparing for three passing in the next two years. My maternal aunt, my mother, and half-sister. I cringe at the fact of my uncle passing. In reference unto missing your mom. I can honestly say I have never experienced a primary passing. But factor in this. You might become a mother figure unto someone down the road. I say this because my father had a very negative influence and impact on my life. As fate would have it. I've been surrounded by good men. You need to consider online support groups, telehealth counseling, and a cheap hobby. Friends will come unto you. Good people do exist.

Lisa you're a strong awesome lady. I too have no physical friends. My social anxiety keeps me in my apartment. When I see people I have no problem saying hi. If you're talking about SSDI I would think it would go right with you since it's government. Can your previous doctor at least send a RX to pharmacy near you? And then do a referral to doctor close to you? Stay on here as much as possible for support of friends who you know and hopefully you won't feel so alone. Love ya girl. 💖

Hang your favorite things.pictures and stuff up. Know this is your place and you can decorate the way you want,! You can put your music on and dance and sing with no judgement and feel free! Enjoy your new place. When you are ready introduce yourself to your neighbors. It takes time to settle in, but you got this!

Just start by saying hi to your neighbors and letting them know that you are new to the area. Also are you taking your meds?

Hello. Maybe you could make friends with your neighbors first.