Yes. I have suicidal and self harm ideation. I've never done anything for fear of hurting people who care about me. But yes, I think about it a lot.

Yep all the time, but I managed to pull it through, especially dealing with a tough situation

Yes I do all the time.
But I would never leave my dogs alone. They are my children. When I feel really bad I need to get myself outside and breathe in the air and just appreciate nature.

I do when I'm go into a depression. I think about it when I'm not in a depression too. I hope I have it under control or back in the hospital I go. How do I cope? I do coping skills all day everyday. You can google coping skills and it will give you all kinds of website that tell you about them. Coping skills are so important in life. It's how we deal.