So very sad when, it sounds like your Mom had alzheimers?
Hey LeonaTaylor My mom did same she called hers "the empty ness". my son was first grandbaby she wanted me to have a boy and i did.lol I lived 5 miles from her she would always call,pop up without warning!!! She wanted drew to live with her. About 10 years later she got us both. And it was hell. Than she got sick that's when it stopped..Idk if I helped I people handle things differently. sorry to say she lost her mind. towards the end my dad was the only one she knew. He was with her 24.