for me the breaking point was the talk about sex allthe time, your life experience sounds just like mine, but i am a survivor and try my hardest every day to live this life of depression and the loniness that goes along with it

What was the 1 thing?

i know how ur feeling, im a 60 year old female from canada, ive been single for 7 years and thought i found the right guy, turns out he was a real jeak and only out for 1 thing, this has really made me depressed, i think i want to stay single, no presures no drama and can live my life as i like, hopeu have a good day

I was rejected most of my life.

I was told I was short, I was skinny, I was funny looking.

"You are friend material. "I like you, just not in that way" "You are a nice guy, I am just looking for someone who is my type."

I won't lie, the first person who showed me interest was at my age of 33. Yes, I only had my first gf at 33.

I was rejected more time than I can count before then.

At 33, the first person that showed me interest, I thought I was worthy, I married.

I did not think I was worthy all my life before this.

I was accepted. Now, it is complicated, and I realize, just because I was accepted and not rejected, it was not the right reason to get married.

I thought being worthy was the answer.

Now I know,worth of a relationship for me was maybe not the right question that needed to be answered.

I still don't know what the answer is, but, worthy is not it.