After a rough week of panic and anxiety, I was essentially anxiety free Saturday, my Sabbath) I kept checking for it, nope not there. Which is odd because the reasons for the anxiety and panic (at least this round) are on my work calendar in the coming weeks.
I have 16 puppy dogs and I'm never lonely but I do miss my hubby when he gone all day🥰
I had a friend who said if you're raised in a rocking boat, getting grounded terrifies you.
It could just be hereditary....
It seems I'm so USE to being depressed and crying I'm not comfortable unless I'm doing just that. If I go out I almost can't wait to get home and cry?? I've dealt with depression ALL my life since age of 6. I often try so hard to figure out what happened in my childhood to cause this or is it my punishment/cross to carry??
I think it's the adrenaline of anxiety that I crave.