Good night Sam!!!!

Thanks Cool Cat!

Just had a total knee replacement. No pain when I walk with the walker but those exercises are wicked. One week from surgery. Don't want to walk but have to or knee will not heal right. I am very tired. Not sleeping good. Does anyone use a CPAP machine. I am suppose to. At night , in my sleep, I pull the face mask off. Did anyone have that problem? Right now depression is being controlld by a vega nerve stimulator. Never in a hundred years did I ever think that they would be able to control the severe depression. Because I didn't kill myself( with my son's constant saying he wanted me aroound) I was alive for a new treatment. 47 years of complete hell and now I can do things I haven't done in years because I didn't kill myself ( thank you God and my son). If I live as long as my Mom I have a good 20 years left. I might even take a trip to Alaska for still being here. Remember, scientist are working on new treatments every day. They understand the mind and body better. So many new things have come about- TMS-Ketamine-Vega Nerve Stimulator . What can be next? Stay , handle the beast of depression. If it gets too bad go to the ER,until you can control the beast again. When hey are finally able to help you, think of all the people who use thus sight can use your encouragement that you tamed the beast. YOU MATTER! TOMORROW NEEDS YOU!

Hi There Sam, Just finished physical therapy. How is your day going? I am having trouble sleeping. Hope I find a way to fix that, no sleep the depression gets worse. It is a beautiful day today but cannot go out yet. Miss driving my car, it helps just driving around and seeing everything that is going on. Be good to yourself, you Matter.

Hi Jennifer,
I am struggling at the moment. .
Thank you for asking. . .
I am currently homeless and most nights sleeping in my car, though I managed to sleep in a motel last night and am sleeping there again tonight. . .

I hope you are doing well or at least OK, friend, and I am sending you my best peace, love, and good vibes. . .

Please feel free to reach out to me at any time about anything,

Cool Cat aka He who Rises Daily And Dances With Wolves