Yesterday i was confronted about my lack of trust. I was told that a normal person trusts until they ruin it. For the last 28 years i have trusted without the other earning it and it always backfires on me. So through my experience ive developed into the opposite. My trust needs to be earned reguardless of who you are or your status. Am i wrong on this or am i just being weird and antisocial?
My sister turned against me at my dad’s funeral. A stupid text which she sent and she turned it around and her daughter and granddaughters haven’t talked to me, it will be 2 years in April. I turned… read more
Im drowning in anxiety I’ve seen my new therapist only 2 times. I haven’t had time (2) sessions to begin to trust her. I need help and there is no one. Two of my doctors retired this summer. My friend of 45 years is in hospice. My world is caving in.
Sadly, when I promise myself I break it but if I promise to someone else, I am less likely to break it.
Hi everyone I'm in the middle of reading my bible from Genesis to revelation and sometimes I struggle when I relate to things or I understand it my mood lifts and now I'm reading proverbs I'm little bit down not sure if it's my depression or what's going on maybe I want to live up to the people in my church and I know I struggle with certain things has anyone else any thoughts or struggled I really would like a bible study group and had posted before so when I get settled in my new house will… read more
Yes all the time I will try to read it again tonight let's see how it's going to go
Thoughts of suicide trigger
I've been dealing with this for 16+ years. I'm having a hard day because of selfish people who apparently have the need to comment on everything to make me feel like crap. I'm so tired of dealing with this. Its always a fight for a life that isn't worth anything.whats the point
I believe in God I don't understand why life has to be so heavy for me. I don't feel sorry for myself, I would like to understand why life can never go right even sometimes. I don't want to… read more
I don't or have never had suicidal thoughts so I can't say that I know how you feel but what I can say is that I've had things happen to me that we're very devastating and for me my only way through… read more
I am convinced that my problems as an adult stem from the possible trauma I may have faced as a child and that my low self-esteem may be improved if I can heal from these traumas and reconnect with my inner child. The more I read about childhood development, the more I am convinced that most of our problems stem from our childhood experiences and could be eradicated if we identify and heal our childhood wounds.
I know how crazy this sounds but there must be some truth to it if most of our… read more
It does work!
"getting better" is words that nonstick people like to throw at us-or just get over it-or even "its just in your head". we have a disease-we can learn to live with it but it will never go away-its… read more
I have lost my desire to live. I'm not suicidal, but thoughts of my death sits on my mind like a jack in the box waiting to spring into action
I am unemployed and with financial struggles, feel the pressure of getting a job overwhelming. i feel like I'm not able to commit to anything because I will fail. My depression takes over, my body hurts and I'm not able to get out of bed. I would just end up losing whatever job I manage to get
I have a wonderful partner who has been doing everything… read more
I understand the feeling of having something good happen only to have it snatched away. I feel like I'm not supposed to have any happiness in my life.
I have had a rough three weeks with my car. I… read more
Agree with Patsy! I stayed way 2 long in both marriages!!!!
I have been told that I do not express any emotion on my face and that makes it hard for people to read how I am feeling. That I probably do this to protect myself from being hurt by people. I am working on Childhood trauma and domestic abuse from my ex husband. I'm not sure why I keep one expression on my face almost all the time. I just know that I want to let a couple people to be able to know when I am depressed and hurting inside.
I can relate to this. If someone said that to me and I wanted to maintain a good relationship with them, I would request that they ask me how I am doing. Then I would be as honest as possible. I… read more