Any people here have kids in your life that love you so much and they want you around so much. I love my nephew even when it's so hard to take care of him sometimes. He loves me but I don't deserve it. He is the one o love the most but I'm going to be another person ro let him down. I don't want to do that. I kind of feel like I'm poison. I want to feel better but I never do.im starting to really feel j deserve to feel so miserable. 22yrs and it's just getting worse
I miss my grandkids too. They are out of state so it makes it difficult to spend time with them. I'm sorry that you cant see yours. Hugs
I miss my grandchildren so much it hurts. You are not poison. Kids need their family; you are family.
I'm not sure why you think you are poison. You do not have to let him down. Show interest in little ways so that he knows that you love him too.