You aren't the only one, I had one that was more of a basket case than I was so I switched and then my new counselor wanted me to talk about what she thought I should not what was bothering me so I requested another one. I think it's perfectly normal if you aren't happy with a counselor to find one that you are happy with

That made me laugh! I'm not laughing at you oh, I'm just laughing at the question because I talk to myself every day! I used to have a cat so I blamed it on my talking to the cat all the time. However, my cat passed away a year-and-a-half ago so now I have no one to talk to. But I still talk to myself everyday. I don't find anything wrong with it oh, it is just your brain processing information out loud. Keep on talking! Whatever Gets You Through the day! Good luck!

I have one I actually like but lack of transportation makes everything I need to do difficult. If you keep leaving a therapist because you don't think they're trying to help you or make you feel bad , I pray that you find one that will make you feel like things can improve in your life.

A lot of churches have thearpist. My insurance doesn't cover therapy anymore
Strange insurance I know. My therapist at church works on a very reasonable out of pocket

When I talk to myself, I call it thinking out loud. Sometimes I have to do it to keep my train of thought. Or I might forget what I was talking about.