Hi ....yeah anxiety, bpd and bipolar. It's been a long twisted road but through years of therapy, meds, I've learnt how to live with this. It's been a daily struggle but I refuse to let this beat me

Wow your sister needs help now . I dont want to seem to dramatic but this how I was before I got the right cocktail of meds and therapy for other issues that I have. Your sister needs to want help, actually she is crying out for some. Take care and good luck. If you need to talk anytime I'm close by

The extreme is an understatement & every now and then complete gibberish when I mention what she said earlier she says I never said that its like literally walking on egg shells around her none of us want to be on the end of her wrath verbally or physically

I am no expert but can only speak about my own experiences. My hallucinations are mostly auditory so I cant really say anything about colors. Does she take any meds or have a doctor... therapy. Does she have mood swings boarding on the extreme

I'm so sorry to intrude on ur post but personality disorders can I ask a question most of ur description of it matches my sister the hallucinations a lot but she keeps saying she has come out of madness and can now see everything colours brick walls everything in life reminds me of neo in the matrix does this sound like part of it she won't accept anything anyone says she turns violent mostly with drink but over whatever is questioned that she believes sorry but thankyou