The last 2 months I haven’t been able to get out of bed, I can’t sleep well but when I do i have INSANE dreams that give me crippling panic attacks. I saw a psych last week and he changed my meds to 50 mg seroquel 3 times a day 90 mg of cymbalta 30 mg remeron and 30 mg of restoril. I’ve been to the hospital 3 times and told them I’m gonna kill myself but they won’t admit me. I have no support at all now and I got mail saying my job is gonna release me. Today is the worst I’ve ever felt and it’s… read more
II’ve been where you are and remaining positive is incredibly difficult. The emotional pain is crippling. If you need someone to talk to now there is a crisis number on this site under quick links.
Most meds take a while to kick in. Please hang in and wait for them to work.
Just hold on to life, take you medication. Get up and go for a short walk. You are special and have faith that you will heal. Thinking of you. 5 months now and things are getting better for me.