Why do i get excited and have positive thoughts about doing something that seems really good with lots of possibility of succeeding and being really good, BUT then do nothing and the next day i lose all motivation and think it's stupid and get depressed and confused about the idea and lose all motivation about it and wind up not acting on it and do nothing about the idea. Or i even forget about it for a few days, not on purpose. I forget because of depression and bad memory and then i remember… read more
For just reading it...
I can feel the panic raise within the powerless vicious circle.....
I totally agree with @A MyDepressionTeam Member ....
In my mind I know it's logical...
But me?...
Don't have enough faith in myself...
All the proof is there that I CAN do it...
But for always been screamed at "You will never be enough"...
Sort of let ME stand back...
Just wishing for once in my life..
Someone will give me a chance by believing in me...
Be someone's.... ENOUGH!
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Here's something I hope makes you smile!
PS: You ARE worth much more, try to remember that. I must do the same so I say it for us both.😘
I’ve done it too, you’re not alone. The best thing to do is act on it. After all acting on it is better than second guessing and then being depressed again. Please be proactive and try! Hugs!!!
I think what you are feeling is ... Fear of failure .. - or - If you do nothing then you will not regret getting involved or "it" not meeting your expectations.
Find something you are really interested in taking part in ... go to a music concert, or go and see a play ( no pressure ). Then make a story about how you chose what you did, how you felt about planning getting there. What the event was like - did it meet your expectations or fall short. What can you take part in next !!!!
To Everyone’ Here ...
Not Just ‘I’, But ‘WE’ ...
“SEE GIF “
‘Always’ Try To ‘Remember’ This, For It Is ‘True’ ...
‘Whatever’ The ‘Situation’ You ‘Find’ Yourself ‘Encapsulated-Within’ ...
‘Keep ‘This’ In Your ‘Mind’, Even If At ‘Times’ Like, So ‘Many’ Ive ‘Found’ Myself WithIn’ And I've ‘Lost’ ‘Every-Ounce’ Of ‘Hope’, I’ve ‘Still’ Kept ‘Thinking’ This And ‘Somhow’, I’ve ‘Managed’ (Okay, Maybe By The ‘Skin-Of-My-Teeth), To ‘Pull’ Myself ‘Through, Out Of The ‘Darkness’ And ‘Into’ The ‘Light’ ...
Sending Much Love N Big, Yet Gentle Hugs To ‘All’, Not Just Today But Everday And Im Here For ‘Anyone’, Who Needs Or Would Like To Talk ‘Always’ ... Trish. xxx