U are the only one that can save you. He is obviously a toxic and abusive person. That means there is something wrong with him,not you. He will continue to treat you worse and worse because you allow it. You know exactly what to do.

Its sad that your folks follow the jw as they do but know this hun regardless you r loved by heavenly Father and he is always there for you even if you do not feel he is. He doesnt turn his back on any of his children regardless of what earthly teachings say.

Please reach out the hospital for some diabetic care. If you do not feel conformable doing that you can look up local churches who help diabetics in need, or contact the mormon church.

Get to a hospital as fast you can. Diabetes is thing to fool around with, it cause amputation, comas and every worst. My husband is a diabetic and he insulin resistance so they have him on the strongest insulin made. His counts varied from the 20's to over 700. Please get out of the relationship your in, it will only get worst. If you have to call the cops to help you out please ,
Please get mental help your going to need, because of abused past you have. Honey I know what am talk about. So please get the help while you still able to so! Please keep us posted. I am worried and scared for you.

I agree with getting your diabetes controlled so your extremities don't worsen. most hospitals will help with social worker and community supports (ie home care)

I beg you to get help. You need help with your diabetic needs, you need psychiatric care for the abuse you have endured, and you need to get out of the relationship you are in now on your own two feet before it is on a gurney to the morgue. Please get help by dialing 211 for the united way or 911 for emergency help. I have been in your situation more times than I would like to admit. I know what I am talking about. Please keep me posted as to what is going on. In the meantime I am praying for you!.