Sometimes I feel
Like the little one looking in the window and I’m looking in at my “life”. My soul loves but my mind is a foggy mess with a leave me alone attitude

I too feel numb. I am emotionless. I'm living but really not. Feel lifeless

I’m doing so much better between the meds and counseling and walking and Trying (lol) to eat right 👍

Update feeling so much better now days changed my diet and walk twice daily yahhh

I have experienced the emotionless existance. Unfortunately it was long before the depression set in. As a firefighter/emt for several years i was witness to many things i dont wish to relive. My wife who was working on her PhD in psychology said that i was suffering from PTSD. Then after her sudden death on January of 2017 the depression jumped on the band wagon. Now i feel Nothing, i dont laugh, i cry over nothing. I dont know what to do anymore.