I rely on my meds to get me moving in morning It’s not a great solution but it helps me to get going. I wish I woke up and was glad I did

No, I go to the nearest hospital.

Stay strong, you are not alone. I am going through this myself and am trying to find a treatment facility to find the correct medication.

I’ve had thoughts of suicide a few times. That’s when I went into the hospital for a few days. It didn’t help much but I needed to b in a new place. I sort of learned to change my thoughts by distracting myself. Doing something different helped if only for a little time. The negative thoughts seem to cone back but it it a break from the loops. Try meditating if u haven’t already. I hope some of this helps

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