In 2008 I had a crane fall on top of me and cut off my leg. They put me on morphine and they put me on Percocet. They put me on anything they could and it rolled out for probably almost 6 years. The problem is when I when I finally got away from the opiates. I cross addicted to alcohol that went on from 2013 all the way until 14 months ago I understand but what I had to do was deal with my mental health issues before I could deal with my addictions, the worst part of dealing with my addictions was the pain I caused the people I loved the guilt the shame all I really want in life is to feel secure and who I am. I am thankful for my mental health today but it took some intense therapy to except all the things I can’t control. I miss my mom and dad to. I miss my son. I miss my other son but none of them would want me to suffer in life. It’s a good day today. Peace be safe.

Prayers and Love ❤️😘🙏🌹😇

All I do is Tylenol 🙃🫠😉🤪

in 1996 i had my mom jump from a 3rd story window to try and kill herself, i was in alot of trouble at the time, guilt eats me alive. in 2011 my brother was horribly stabbed in his throat, he just barely made it, i mean barely, ive had so much happen in my young life its unfair, suicide runs in my family 100%, drug use most definately, ive done the 12 step program but really havent made it through making ammends because i dont know where id even begin, seriously i dont

ohhh your doing wll, im 44 and been addicted half my life to benzodiazepines, opiods, cocaine, my self esteem & self confidence is non existent