Sorry to hear this. Is he frustrated? It is good to be able to confront him and ask him why he is acting this way.

He told me he didn't mean to say it

Hmmm. That’s good you talked to him. I wonder what is getting him upset

Is God-bless you both

One day, early in the year, mine said to me, " I can't deal with your illness anymore." I was stunned. I lost alot of love I had for him, and you are right, it'll never come back to what we had; since then we decided to "just try and get along" as we are now just "two people living under the same roof." I told him I didn't feel like his wife anymore. He really hurt me when he made that statement to me, because 1) I will always have this illness til I die; and 2) he had to wait til almost our "15 yr wedding anniversary" to tell me this shit???!!! I'm 62 now, where would I go, what would I do? We both own our MH and the truck, so I decided to NOT leave. Since making that decision, we have started getting along again, and sometimes, it is real sweet; we still sleep in separate rooms, and there is no sex life, but we are managing to stay together.