I get anxiety around 2 of my sister in laws. I just have these thoughts that they probably think I am a loser since I haven't amounted to much in life. It's probably not true, but I just can't shake these thoughts.

I do all the time

Sibling lateral violence leads to bullying and domestic violence. I did not know until I was retired that standing up to 2 older busy bodies was all it took to get them out of my life. Their shit is not mine. These type of people take out their misery on others be cuz it covers up their own crap and their victims allow them to be abusive. When this happens you as the victim become so used to being that way you attract these types in relationships, it's a vicious toxic cycle. Whew! So glad they are gone! Hope this helps. My depression and anxiety is lifting along with tight shoulders and stomach ails.

My brother hated me - last words he says to me was was fuckin bitch
Last time I saw him he was chasing me out of moms house
Now my sister and I don't talk - I know I love her , but I don't feel it