I'm not dependable, I rarely answer my phone ( I never answer). My oldest friend, we met 42 years ago, is getting married in May. My social anxiety won't let me go. I feel guilty. What do I tell her?
Tell her the truth if they a good mate they would understand
the one thing that i try is pray hard about it.
i know i can be my worse nightmare with what i am going through..
I have isolated myself so much, I can't say that I actually have any "friends"....
I wish I could say the same about myself.
I'm actually an amazing friend but never seem to get what I put in