As much as overwhelming as it is your suicide won't bring any justice instead you would've lead another person to the same boat that you've been riding. Suicide never solved any situation but it causes more to the current one. So next time you think of suicide know that when you do it you'll leave someone depressed too.

I just saw that , very sad . Lot of pressure

I can relate to what you are saying. I have been contemplating suicide as well. But I keep fighting as much as it hurts. Theres no rhyme or reason to why we feel like this we just do

Hi sweetie also know that alcohol is a depressant the Lord heals all wounds prayers for you and your family xoxox

I am so sorry that you are experiencing such a low point. I have been there and it sucks more than most people can comprehend. Please hang in there. I am barely hanging on too, but I have to somehow hang on to support my kids. They didn't come into this world deserving their father to kill himself, nor do they deserve such a piece of shit that I feel like I am as a father. The least I can do is try to support them. Even if I feel like I want to give up 90% of the time.