I just withdraw from everybody. I cry alot. I have done drugs and lots of alcohol, tequila is my drink of choice. Somedays are harder tjan others. I manage to go to work everyday but after 3 I cant stand it life alone.

Hi
I would suggest that you seek out a cognitive Therapist. Positive talk is very effective. Also if you go to my bio page I have listed some things I did to help me with my depression. I get the alcohol thing but alcohol is a depressant hence I would try to stay off it. Take Care

Being around people helps me especially loved ones but I found that my anxiety would be worse when I was on my own missing someone special

I know where you are coming from, I wanted to get out of this world and would try anything to try and end it all. I also used self-harm it has been a very long journey for me but finally, i got the right help that I needed which was a detox but went through a drug and alcohol misuse place. I found that helped I stuck with it and then did a Peer Mentor course so I could help people in the same or similar situation I was in. I went to cri
it was better than the mental heath places I had been I hope this gives you some positivity

Well done you.
If you find u have no one to talk to.
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