I always thought that I was the only one that gets told to stop feeling sorry for myself. I have a skin condition and I'm not allowed to take any anti depressants. It's so hard to cope with every day life. Now every morning I pray to God for forgiveness and guidance. I listen to Amazing Grace every day. It really soothes me. Now I don't care what anyone else says. I live one day at a time. Tomorrow there might be a cure for my condition. It's all in God's hands now. I have put all my trust in God's hands.
May you all be blessed and have a wonderful day.
Amen

Your not the monster it's the depression that is

Yes definitely. Depression is the worst ever to cope with.
I hate my brain .

It's the, "Just cheer up" that makes me angry. Why hadn't I ever thought of doing that!? Really?

That is so true.
I have a very good friend who said go out do stuff. Der if it was that easy .