Nothing triggering just depressed. Tw lonely I guess
I have BPD major depressive disorder and generalized anxiety disorder and binge eating disorder and I'm an introvert. I have had very few friends through the last 21 years. They really weren't that great to me at all it was more one sided and the one I thought I was close to was manipulative and toxic. I feel so alone sometimes and I want friends but I can't keep friends. It hurts when I'm in times like these and I have no one to talk to. I… read more
I also have BPD, there is a Wonderful site called Emotionsmatterbpd.org they also have a closed Facebook page that you can be added to.
I understand, the worse my bp2 gets, the more friends leave. Ive always Been social, we had a hang out right by here. We were usually there several nights A week.
In the summer a band outside we pull boat to docks so fun.it closed .
I won't do another holiday season, our Jewish holy days or
all other holiday season. I would love to hibernate from mid November to Feb 21!!
That's where I am, no friends at all
You don't have to apologize. It wasn't that long. I can relate to one sided friendships. I've had a few. Where I am there for them, but when I need to talk or need a favor, they're too busy. Or they don't even answer my calls or texts. It sucks! But I put up with it sometimes because I think it's better than having no friends at all.