What a beautiful response and support for the awful feeling of guilt.

The one thing is, it was not your fault, your partner was feeling so shit, it was her illness. It would have happened, anyway, at some point, it was her illness was stronger than, she could cope with, shes around you all the time, only her body died, her spirit of her, is flying about, in your dreams, standing beside you, walking with you, shes right there, when, you think of her. she will find ways just to let you know shes there, they might be short breeze on your legs, or a word in your ear. But she is always with you. Love is a strong energy.

Omg.... big hugs.... grief is a bitch you will.process it in your own time

Deepest condolences. Take care of yourself. Self love, self care, be kind to yourself.

Aww man! No words, much care.