I’m so tired of getting better and then getting worse and then getting better and then getting worse this is been going on all of my life and I’m so tired! I appreciate the good days and I’m very productive and happy on those days but then it hits Out of the blue nothing else to trigger it it just happens and I’m at my breaking point. I take medicine and it works for a while and then it stops and so on and so on and so on. I’ve had ECT, TMS, ketamine infusions and every medication you can think… read more
I totally understand as well. I have been on almost every pill there is to treat depression and have had several ECT treatments as well and things keep getting good for awhile and then falling apart. I hope you feel better and stay strong, I know it's hard though. I struggle with you.
Totally understand the getting better and then it goes the other way.
Oh sweetie im sorry you are going through a trying time right now.
I can so relate with you. I understand being tired of an out of the blue episode. Not many understand that. I know its hard i wish i could hug you in person. I feep your pain. Sometimes 1 step at a time is all you can do and its ok. The fact that you have gone to work this week shows many steps taken, give yourself a pat on the back for it. Own the credit. You woke, you showered and brushed your teeth, you made it through a day of work and so much more 🤗🤗🤗
@A MyDepressionTeam Member ... my head dr has to remind me all the time that we hv a “ chronic , life long , bio chemical disease that is prone to relapse “ and he’s right . I’m not talking about situational depression caused by some triggers but the kind of depression we have . It’s a vicious disease that few understand and god bless those that hv never gone thru it . U just gotta keep trying . I gave up hope 4 months ago then tried a new drug in the market vraylar and within a week was so much better . Don’t give up before the miracle happens !!
I can relate. I have been fine for years and then bam. Now I am even on disability because the depression is so powerful. I do not know what you need to do. Ride the wave? I work hard every day regulating myself the best I can and some days I think: Is this all there is?
I feel you.