I really don’t know how to ask this. Or even say this. After almost a year out of a domestic violence life for 13 months,I’m still in bad shape! Idk know myself. Meds they have me on don’t help. Then also I struggle with not wanting meds because I don’t want to have to depend on a chemical to make me happy! I miss happiness,joy. Laughter. 88% of the time I wish he would have killed me instead of leaving me like I am... dead inside! I recently started back to church.. even I feel like that don’t… read more
You are a beautiful person and you are amazing to survive all you have been through. I have been on the receiving end of the fist. Know that you not alone in all this and just take one step at a time one breath at a time. One moment to inhale God gave you life and you have it in you to smile and just be you. Don't let him win his already taken so much from you so breathe in deeply and relax. I'm here if you need to talk sending big squishy cuddles and kisses xx
Thank you.
Praying for you..
Sorry you had to go through that. I feel the same way. I wish I could vanish. Feeling very miserable and sad and I get panic attacks.
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