Hi all
I've recently starting looking into the reason why i do this.
After watching a certain program i try and change the way i am to reflect how 2 certain characters act and looks
This character had PTSD and axiety, Ive got BPD, anxiety and depression. I hate the way i look and act, i go to the gym to try change my body but still hate it, i try change my hair and change the way i walk, speak and i just want to be different person (this certain character who is damaged). I do this all the… read more
oh thats awful :( i just feel id be so much happier being someone else.
Seems like we all have trouble accepting the way we are, and believing it's enough. I do the same thing. I have always felt like I wasn't thin enough,talked to much, laugh out loud, act like I know everything.
My family have always made sure I never was anything and knew it