I have recently lost my father. I suffer with bipolar disorder and ptsd. I have lost my mother 8yrs ago so i know I have got through that. But now I am waking up shaking and am tearful. My manic side comes out with the fast speech and shaking hands. But I have just spent all day yesterday sleeping. First fathers day without my dad. Just wondering what other peoples symptoms are through grief and loss ?? x
Loss has been plaguing me since I was two. My mom died, my father drank the pain away, my brother was killed by a drunk driver, my uncle who raised me died, my oldest two sisters are gone, my aunt that raised me is gone, my grandmother my husband. I just will not give up.
lost my mom about a year ago all i want to do is sleep barely cry but if i do its over irralant things.gone thru a quiet birthday,quiet christmas mothers day visit graveside .i visit graveside alot.but i find going away helps but sleep quite a bit
i want it stop but scared that it will
It will hit me like a ton of bricks
NicoleSage I don't do alot of crying I just seem to put the feeling fine mask on especially in front of partner and my children. I don't want to burden them. Strange I know all about the numb feeling fathers day was truly awful.
i just had my first fathers day also and i was just really numb, have been for months really