That is very sad ur children are so disrespect ful to u I spoiled my youngish son who is 20 he is a hermit I feel sorry for him but iv had another special needs son wit learn. N difficult and adhd and ocd anxiety I see women out there treat there kids like crap yet they trip over them self's to do wat ever she wants and great family husband iv none of that it's hell I pray most nights for God to take me sorry if I rambled

Yeah it's horrible to pray for god to take us isn't it especially when ppl are sick and they pray to god for help and it especially makes me feel bad to pray like that because god loves us so much and I hope my prayers have been answered with my houseing because I've work all my life and it's got me nothing

Thank you for saying that. I thought i was the only one who prayed like that. I spend A lot of nights praying what I did wrong. Why do the people I love try to hurt me when all I do for them. Makes me not want to be here at all.

I feel your pain, I have 3 grown kids and 6 grandkids. My oldest son told me I would never be a grandmother to his kids and I would never see them! Well he is standing true to that, but what makes it hard on me is he don't have them or see them either. He and the mother of 3 of the kids lost custody of the 3 they have, the middle child resides in Georgia and the mom won't bring around and my oldest grandson we are not allowed to have contact with. I have 1 grandson that I am allowed to have anything to do with and he is my world. My middle son told me the happiest day of his life will be the day that I die! That hurts like hell, then I have my youngest which is my daughter and she acts accordingly as in according to who she is around. I just feel that I am not wanted or needed at all so why continue on!