It seems there are so many of us that has been abused, molested, and/or raped. That all was my life for more than half of it.
I thought that just acknowledging that it happened was dealing with it. I learned something about my childhood less than 5 years ago. Everything came flooding back, like flashes before my eyes. Ugh, and the nightmares! I have days where they cause me to wake up in a panicked state. My psychiatrists have said that Truama therapy would be "detrimental to my… read more
Thank you for your responses.
I was diagnosed with PTSD because of nightmares I was having because of the abusive relationships I had been in, the repeated daily rape from my own husband, and the molestation of my children by their father. The nightmares I thought would never end, but after a lot of counceling, medication, and a meditation ritual, I was able to overcome the nightmares. I am no longer labeled with PTSD.
What a lovely kind person you are xxxx
I thought I had it pushed so far down that nothing bothered me. I fell down some steps 7 years ago and broke some ribs. The next morning. It all came flooding back. I couldn't walk. I couldn't even put words together. If it wasn't for my roommate being there no one would have figured it out.
I I see the nightmares bothering me I get on YouTube. It doesn't make it all go away but for little while I have some peace.
If you can find just something to put your mind on for just a few minutes. That's a few minutes you didn't have before. Then before you know it you'll be able to have longer times with no anxiety.
I am always here when you need me. If I have to sit up all night with you I can do that. You have joined a good team here. We are all here for each other.
Hugs and kisses