Don’t do it no guy or girl is worth ending your life over, the dude sounds like a sociapath or to frank an arsehole! He took advantage of a vulnerable girl so he’s not a good person! You need to talk to a friend or someone close to you if your getting suicidal thoughts or maybe got to A&E just don’t do anything silly don’t give up

I've been there and done that and honestly no one is worth your life just try to be strong and I feel that you can be. never give in and never give up and as far as the person you talked to he knew you were vulnerable and knew that you needed someone to talk too but he was full of himself and took advantage of your kindness and really some people just don't deserve to have any friends because they don't know how to treat them.
you look after your self cause you sound like a good friend and if you ever want to talk I'm a good listener so you look after your self ok

Yes, what you described is what the average depressive episode may look like. That being said, I'm proud of you for searching out help through this website. Know that there are people who do care, even if it is just the strangers online. You are a human being that deserves to live for herself, even if you can't see that right now. If you haven't already, please search for help. Let us know if you need to talk, we're hear to listen.

Been depression myself and have to push myself to get though the day

Yes its depression if you thinking of killing yourself don't do it get help its out there and talk to someone